Rebellion

My second post this year. I know this start of new year has ups and downs already. I have experienced, experiencing and will experience failure, betrayal, disappointment and sadness to name a few. I've been a rebel. I know I'm a rebel. I cannot take myself on the majority. Majority isn't always right --- at times. I always remember myself back then. I've been a rebel since then.

When I'm in my 10th grade, my fight for myself has been escalated. My friends are demoted to our rival section. I cannot defend myself --- 'cause I'm only one. I found my ally --- have a heart of a rebel. She, yes, she. She's been at her rebellion for 4 years while I have been in my rebellion for 2 years. I  joined in her crusade. Mutualism, we say. We are  in each other's hands. Helping each other. Yeah, we've been through highs and lows. We have shared stories and understood each other. She have a boyfriend back then. Now, they're married. We helped each other. Why we rebel? We are rebelling against our classmates. Our class, We're so tired of their whines and self proclaiming righteousness. I'm so tired of their God-calling and worshipping while their attitude sucks great time. I'm so tired of their strategies, Of their inconsistencies and failure.

Courage is the key. 

Another friend of mine got into our rebellion. He's quiet and he hates our class back then. Plasticity, pride an lack of respect and understanding urged him to join us. His reasons --- were almost the same with us.  We are having our mission to attack them backwards. Backstabbing is the battle. Exchanging of the same opinions and points of view. We have reminisced the peak of our rebellion when our friend was on our side. Now, they're gone. We have to keep moving. We have to fight to let them know what's wrong in what they always do. I've been a rebel, not through guns and bombs but papers and pen. I used my pen to let the world know what kind of life I've been through. Thanks to the Internet for its availability. I can now say what I feel. Here in Blogger, I posts things about the errors of the people around me. In Wattpad, I made characters to symbolize them to show to the people that every people you meet. There's a lesson you learned. I killed them in my sorry. I wish I could do that in reality.

A pen acts like a sword.

My friend, the girl with a rebel heart tells the bullshits of our class to her friends and relatives. Yes, she is a friendly one, opposite and contrary to what our classmates described her. She make friends. She'll tell our story and our classmates. Even her boyfriend understands us. My classmate, the silent one; I'm hoping that he may get ways to tell how bad our life is. There are 44 in our class. There are 38 of them, the majority. 2 of them absorbed to the rival section and 3 of them are us,  are rebels and one of them are neutral.

Recently, I took a picture with a guy I admire [in studies]. I had hope, it'll get uploaded soon but one of my classmate deleted our picture for some bullshit reasons. I'm very mad at that time but still  managed to smile. I told it to my comrades and helped me to get another picture with the guy. Yeah, that's why I love them.

Taking selfie. 

I know this is just only part of my life I've been through. We, the rebels of our class, is still fighting against this cruel life of this world. We are the rebellion.

Rebellion is the ignition for the spreading of the truth.

Unmasking the Secrets of "Alpha" Group

It's been a long time since I last posted here since September. I am talking about a certain group in my high school days that up until now are showing their childish attitude. I've been naming this group as "Alpha" because it is what they called our whole class when we have this some sort of... fancy drill. So here are the people within "Alpha" described in their over-all attitude.

The Christians

So this is the strongest worshiping people in the group. They praise God and share Bible verses. But despite their strong worship to Him, you would be turn off to their foul attitude. Why? Because, they try to put you down and leave you no rights to speak or resist. You just have to follow them for their own good. There were born again Christians. Some of them baptized without their parents' consent. Some of them are Catholics who, in short time, will become born again Christians too. The most disappointing point is, they are fed up with God's words and they do not love the people around them. They don't know that they must love the people as their brothers and sisters (as what Jesus taught us), not some piece of bullshit.

What if these Christians sacrifice like this Orthodox priest from Ukraine, preventing the clash between the police force and the protesters in Kiev to ensure the peace? Of course, they won't do that.

The Lovebirds

Every room won't miss any lovers. Publicly showing their affair, holding hands and the like. To be concern of, the place where they belong is a conservative community! I understand them that they may suck each other out and fuck wherever they want but hey! This is a school not a fucking lovers' community! You may have the rights but you may show your love outside this school! Not inside of the school premises where every people are looking for you. I understand them that they love in such their age whether they are legal or not but hey, give respect to the school and to yourself. To the lovers back then and now: There's nothing wrong in love but please do it in a right place and in a right way. Show respect to the school as it pays respect to you. There's no harm trying.

"We need to lock up Sarah in her room and let's have our champagne..." - Caleb Smith to his wife, Termination Point (2007)

What if these lovebirds act like this? None or few would do that.

The Crab Minded People

Some of my classmates are thinking of making it to the Top 10 of our class. Of course, each of one has our strategy to get there but some of us has this crab mentality - a people who will try everything to keep that person down - comparable to set of crabs trying to escape from a bucket.  Yeah, most of them are trying to impress our teacher. Some of them are well, showing their fake attitude to get our teacher's attention back then. It's very disappointing that I sensed something like this when we have some sort of-uh, reunion party. It's very sad that they won't change. Hope these people would learn what they've done.

Need some rest before fucking up people.

The "Leave Them Alone" People

Mostly composed of guys but have some girls in their line. These people when it goes to activities or some sort of "help us guys", they are just shrugging shoulders and crap. I hate 'em. Period.

The Quiet People

Most of these people are my friends so I gave respect to them. They are not bad people and I love them, yes, they made mistakes, but you'll see in their faces that they made a mistake, not the kind of people I mentioned above. You can feel them that they are God fearing and they act like what a Christian must do. They don't leave you alone and most of all, they put studies first up until now. They put their job first before their love life. Kudos to all of you, my friends.

There you have it! Hope you learn so much from their mistakes that I observed.